Posts Tagged ‘bosom buddies’

I am a person who does not ask much from people becauseĀ  I have never been a fan so it takes a lot from me to just trust. So if there’s an iota of humanity, regardless of the stage in the relationship I impart something akin to trust. As the days turn to weeks, months then years that bit grows into a full grown trust. A trust that you will respect what I own as I would yours. I know we are not bosom buddies nor are we related but having been in the same circle day in and out does account for some sort of kinship. A sort of respect to our respective properties. Just like how you keep the secrets of others, you do not divulge no matter how hard I pry so shall you guard what should have been for my eyes only with the same tenacity. In this, I know I already erred in my judgment of you.

You were the least that I expect to hurt me this way. To breach the code of trust between us was already bad but what made it hurt even more was the audacity that you made what is mine, shared to someone else. I agree you feel bad about what you learned still that did not entitle you to cross the boundaries between us. I have never been so utterly disappointed. You have failed me. You who I thought was true failed me. I had to put up with many of your complaints and sometimes childishness, I never got angry even when you became too intolerable. But with this stunt you pulled, I am angry, really angry. I do not know what pushed you to do it, even more why you felt the need to forward it to you and subsequently share it to someone else…I am at a loss for words seeing your utter nonchalance and disrespect.

Indeed, the line has been crossed and there is no going back. Did you think I will not find out? Or you felt that I would not mind? Here is where you erred. You chose to do this and cast aside my faith in you. Funny how after you did what you did, you felt wronged about the entire situation yet not feel guilty about hurting another. I hope you found some sense of triumph bickering over the nickles and dimes because from here on in, I do not think I can trust you any longer…